I think it's always scary to move on, especially when you can be moving on to something better. Often times, better situations and circumstances call for you to be a better version of yourself. Often times we doubt that that's even possible. I can't say it is or isn't, because it's what you make of it. But I can say that the saying, "If you're scared, doesn't that let you know you're onto something important?" is as truthful as they come.
I'm afraid of a lot of things regarding this dance into adulthood. I'm afraid of the most childlike things surprisingly. Making friends. Getting along with people it would be more favorable to get along with. Succeeding. Failing. Being pushed beyond my limits. Being pushed to new limits altogether. Being alone. Being too reliant on others. Those are all valid fears...but i don't want to see the outcome or the answers. However, i have to face these fears head on. That's the only way my fears will turn into lessons and I can move forward with a backpack full of experience...onto even more uncharted territory.
I'm afraid of a lot of things regarding this dance into adulthood. I'm afraid of the most childlike things surprisingly. Making friends. Getting along with people it would be more favorable to get along with. Succeeding. Failing. Being pushed beyond my limits. Being pushed to new limits altogether. Being alone. Being too reliant on others. Those are all valid fears...but i don't want to see the outcome or the answers. However, i have to face these fears head on. That's the only way my fears will turn into lessons and I can move forward with a backpack full of experience...onto even more uncharted territory.